I wanted to practice by doodling randomly, though I got carried away and began drawing details. Then I ended up with this result.
My feelings were mixed when I was drawing this, especially the crying on the bottom. It happened when I came to think about myself and life. All I've gone through from childhood to this day, and at this point, makes me really ponder whether they are actually worth it or not. Having been educated is nice and beneficial, but it makes everything complicated whenever I think about the world and all conflicts. I don't mean to critique. That was just my mind. Perhaps getting too informative makes one uncomfortable.
So, is this where one says "Ignorance is bliss"? Albeit both mind and feeling stay uneasy the whole time, they still keep going at it? Is this why those shut-ins don't want to interact?
And, despite that, it's kind of hard to reject the fact that humans are interactive and can hardly live alone on an empty island.
Well, I guess that is how humans are.
